一ヶ月の幸せ
一ヶ月
君との一ヶ月はとても早く感じた、でもそれに対して長くも感じた。
これでいい。
this is how it should be
これが幸せって言うのかな。
is this call happiness?
君と一緒にいると楽しいから愛しいから。
spending time with you is such joy and loved
君との出会い、関係が本当にうれしい。
Our meet and relationship is such harmony
これが一生続くと僕は幸せ。
If this shows no end, my life will be the greatest precious.
でも本当に愛しているこそ「愛してる」って言う言葉は単純だからこそいいと思ってる。
もう一度言うよ。
「君を愛してる」
Saturday, June 19, 2010
近くて暖かい
君が僕の胸に、僕の腕は君を囲んでいる。
あ
愛し合う感情が暖かい・・すべてが大丈夫のように思えてくる。 り
また愛し合うほど僕はまた君をもっと愛するように思える。 が
幸せを本当にありがとう、君も僕と一緒にいてもっと幸せを感じさせたい。 と
毎日が笑っていける、前向きに生きられる。 う
いつも近くにもっとそばにいてほしい、暖かいから。Saturday, June 5, 2010
本心
君は心から話した
僕は聞く事しかできなかったけど・・それでいいのかもしれない。
（分かり合う気持ち）
（思う気持ち）
（大切にしたい気持ち）
（それが真実だから）
大切にしてあげる事、
そして君を思ってあげる事。
君が僕の事を思う気持ち、今はあまり分からない。
でも焦ってない、分かってるから。
でも一歩一歩でいいから僕を分かってほしい、君を知りたい。
「愛してる」と僕が言えば、僕はその言葉には損はない。
感情がなければ、僕はその「言葉」は言えない。
だからこれだけは分かってほしい。
愛してるよ
Wednesday, June 2, 2010
君
君がそばにいてくれて、笑ってくれたら僕はそれで幸せ
大切にしたい
愛したい
抱きしめたい
幸せにしてあげたい
これで十分かな〜？ でも僕は自分の言葉を大切にする
Monday, May 24, 2010
ありがと〜
一緒にいるとドキドキする・・
一緒にいると笑顔になる・・
一緒に長くいるほど愛したくなる・・
離れているときは君に会いたくてたまらない
離れているときは君との手のふれあいが懐かしく感じる
離れているときでも僕は君を思ってる
幸せをありがと ：）
Saturday, May 22, 2010
Cabin design
Taking the examples from the Great Bamboo Walls, my aim was to achieve the same sense of space feeling for my cabin. Providing a three different levels of height, gives the divided space. Allows people to flow, as i concentrate the position of the utilities.
Also concentrated on the texture of the building, as i got inspired from the architect Kengo Kuma. Bamboo`s are used, its unique and simple as it fits my style of design.
Commodity
Its simple structure as privacy and disclosure spaces are separated. There are three levels, as the top floor is used for privacy which people utilize the space less. The living room is located in first floor where more spaces are provided for guest. Therefore the bathrooms are located halfway between the bedroom and living room, allows to travel the same distance from upper floor or from ground floor.
Elevation
Delightful
Such architecture work as Great Bamboo Walls, designed by Kengp Kuma. I have a great insipartion of using those walls as a bamboo to give texture. As my cabin design is more focused on outdoor feeling, as the balcony is the essential part of the house. The shading is all based by bamboo walls as i utilizing the idea of my exemplar. An Asian style of touch, provides a delightful feeling of nature, simple and uniqueness.
Sections
Environment FIlter
The roofing system is simple as its not a triangular shape. Utilizing this shape of roof, one side of wall is higher which allows to insert a window. By that, natural sunlight will shines through from above ceiling and shines the entire space of room.
Understanding the sun movement in Australia, during summer the sun is more towards to south then its north in winter. Therefore more bamboo walls are used in the south and west side of building. The sun is strong more in the afternoon as it needs shading, however bamboo walls are to create a shading texture, using the same concept as Bamboo Great Walls.
3D
Site Plan
Sketches and Diagram
Wednesday, March 24, 2010
Great Bamboo Wall
Plans
Commodity
As the privacy and disclosure are separated to left and right. Walking through the entrance,the kitchen, living room and dining spaces are close to maintain peoples movements to flow.
Section & Elevation
Environmental Filter
Utilizing the glass walls are the sign of attracting natural sunlight. However attracting more sunlight within the building will increases the temperature. Therefore the bamboo walls are placed against every outside wall to control the sunlight.
Site Plan
Delightful
The structure within inside or outside has a special texture. Using does bamboos as ceilings and walls could give several senses to clients. Such the sunlight penetrates through the glass walls with bamboo walls can create a stripes of lights which gives texture.
The bamboo ceiling creates a different sense of space.
Tuesday, March 23, 2010
Project 01 A: Analysis
Picked House
Bamboo Great Walls (China)
Web Page Research
1:http://www.inhabitat.com/2006/02/26/great-bamboo-wall/
2:http://www.newitalianblood.com/show.pl?id=3825
3:http://int.kateigaho.com/mar04/architect-kuma.html
4:http://cubeme.com/blog/2009/10/23/great-bamboo-wall-by-kengo-kuma-associates/
5:http://www.inhabitat.com/2006/02/26/great-bamboo-wall/
6:http://www.gradientmagazine.com/2009/10/kengo-kuma-designs-the-great-bamboo-wall-house-in-china/
7:http://www.designboom.com/contemporary/kuma.html
8:http://www.floornature.com/progetto.php?id=4718&sez=30
9:http://archrecord.construction.com/projects/bts/archives/hotels/04_greatWall/overview.asp
Book research
By Alanna Stang, Christopher Hawthorne
Page 101
ttp://books.google.com.au/books?id=XGDO_80CCoAC&pg=PA101&lpg=PA101&dq=kengo+kuma+%26+associates+bamboo+house+sustainability&source=bl&ots=7XFv7k-MNi&sig=wqpCW1t9HAg_O7420PL9NONqKB8&hl=en&ei=DB-OS-uiAdGHkAXhipjrDA&sa=X&oi=book_result&ct=result&resnum=1&ved=0CAYQ6AEwAA#v=onepage&q=&f=false
Thursday, March 18, 2010
Awhile for blogging
Well here i am, back to my blog. Haven`t listed my story for awhile... well nothing interesting anyway.
Mostly for the last 2 weeks... the pressure of uni work just keeps on piling in... no time to waste, no time for rest.
3am bed for most the time... trying to finish my assignments and its not healthy.
Well least i have a story to tell.
Sunday was my break and night out, went to memory.
Predrinks at ben`s house and had a laugh and gd time. Thats what i needed... something to get away from pressure.
The night was awesome, danced and enjoyed myself. Drinking and talking, meet up with friends and new people. Realized the time goes quick, checked my watch and it was 3am already. Tired and sleepy...
soon reached to daniel`s house i was dropped, and slept like nobody`s business.
Woke up at 12 and went to lunch and tea for chillaxing. Awesome.
nway~ i still got stuff to do and my life is going smooth with pressure.
But no dramas, just taking a day by day.
Back to my gym routine, i had a week off and i did my leg session yesterday and killed myself.
My legs are dead, every step of stairs is a struggle, and today was my back.
I can feel it now.. its tight and pain will come tomorrow. At least i know that its working.
Nway~ i gotta get back in to my another routine of UNI. Everyone take it easy~ and keep smiling.
Because a smile can change your life. Smile can move you forward. Smiling is free.
Wednesday, March 17, 2010
busy week... hell of a week...still goin
haven`t touched the blog for awhile... reason was my assignments.
really cant underestimate second yr of uni... its tough but getting interesting.
WISH they give us more time to do our task, and actually enjoy them.
Well i do enjoy them... but the rush is rediculous.
Nway my life is being normal and stable, no drama and cruising along. Which is a good thing.
cant wait for this Sunday, finally goin out to club with friends. Haven`t been there for awhile, and gonna get loose.
FRIENDS~ LAUGH~ and GIRLS are all in one.
Gonna get high and dance~ awesome.
Anyway.. thats all i have to say.. well i got more story to tell but nothing really interesting.
Im tired... but no time for rest, weekend is gonna be not weekend. GOD HELP ME...
"Sometimes if you feel lost in your life...? that`s the time of time off & do something stupid"
Friday, March 12, 2010
gd old laughs :)
Yesterday was a long day~
Was at the library finishing my uni stuff and happy with my end results of what i have achieved. :)
Q was there at the library and we helped each other on the same assignments that we doing.
I left library about 2:30, got a call from Daniel and Karo that we should catch up in Surfers
Gd old times...havent seen them for ages and we laugh sometimes for no reason. And god its a good feeling
Then we just cruised the time, and talked about the stuff we did during our holidays. (Mine was boring..lol)
Well had a massive dinner with Daniel and his family had, Sukiyaki infront of TSS.
GOOD shiz...love that place...and thx for the dinner XD
Nway its sunday... woke up at 12:30pm... slept at 3:30am. GOOD 9 hour sleep lol
Might just relax and go for skating later on. catch up with friends and take a smooth uni days off :)
Always be precious of whats good around you. Even though one day we feel ourselves overpowered by the feelings of hate. Those GOODS keeps us going and to smile.
Sunday, March 7, 2010
Simple smile can make huge difference
Everyday things... sometimes the day wont go smooth as it should go...
Maybe feeling unwell... or being upset for unknown reason... or things are just not right around you.
BUT if people finds the moment to share a smile with others, that`s worth sharing something.
Smile is simple... but sometimes i notice a simple smile can`t be seen from everyone. Maybe i am included.
But i smile today, and felt it seems everything is going to be okay.
I showed my smile to people, friends and to myself... and it makes such difference to our lives.
Wishing i can smile everyday, and i could.
Learned something today... not education... not competition.... but for myself :)
And it is worth more than what i am learning from uni.
Treasure what you have, because that`s what makes our lives so important to live on in hard things.
Smile more, be confident.
:)
Friday, March 5, 2010
Life is yourself, not for someone.
Okay... here`s how my brain works now.
I just had my 4 months break... hardly used my brain and was at the point that was getting rusted.
Now uni started... everything changed... i have to polish my brain to able to keep up the rush of whats around me at the moment O.o scary... very
I have so many things that i have to get through... only week 2... and second yr of uni... its getting intense.
Well no matter what i gotta do it... or else it keeps building up.
Have to say i miss my high school moments... really do.
something is missing at university. Yeah meeting new people is great :)
But life is starting to get serious now... i have to walk my own path.. not for someone else.
AND thats a hard thing to do... because you and i are in the stage of facing reality of life...
""Responsibility" is what fears us. I love responsibilities... but too much can be a problem, in the stage of our life.
It takes time, it takes courage to achieve. But everyone will achieve, no matter what you do.
My last year of call Teenager... i am getting older everyday... and i think its time to really think what life is coming along the way.
Don`t get controlled your pathway by others... thats a easy way to think... but hard in the end.
Think about yourself, not for others... Be yourself, not for someone. Give yourself a chance to relax and think about your goal and your achievements that you and i wanna have. Share the idea is good, but protect your idea.
"Working hard is nothing when you don`t have a start line.
Working hard is something when you have a goal"
Take Care~
Wednesday, March 3, 2010
start basic～ dont rush
Woke up~ and i really needed to move my body.
So i traveled to Miami to skate, soon as i got out of bed :)
But i realize that, i need to master the basics first to gain confident and fun.
No rush, i know it takes time to get my body control.
Haha seeing all those 12yr old kids skating better then me. LOL
well i will get there one day
nway~ nth much of the day today~ doing my assignments, watching movie and skate around my neighborhoods.
Easy goin, smooth day. No hussle, no dramas.
Quote from me today again~
"without a basic.. advance wont exist"
Monday, March 1, 2010
Raining day~
Hmm woke up this morning thought it would be cool weather but not rain.
I was wrong... when i decided to travel all the way to Nerang to skate around the park for short time... it started raining. Now my plan of the day just vanished like that... so i call rexy, V and sohee to find out what their up to.
Decided to all meet up at Hazel Teashop, talk and laugh.
But after awhile we getting tired of sitting, and head off to Red Devils to play pool.
The night was going smooth, and exercise our hips and arms, playing pool. lol
Nway nothing much of the day~ just cruising along and hope the weather is fine tomorrow.
Sadly we had two major earthquake announced in Japan and Chile. Also announced that some place needs to prepare of Tsunami evacuation. Lucky Australia is on safe hands... but stay out of the sea everyone. Its gonna be rough.
Another quote from me today
"New start from nothing, but later will be something"
Sunday, February 28, 2010
Ahhh.. WEEKEND
Finish my uni early then i expected... awesome!
The way to GC, i stop by at the business center and sorted out my problems.
So i went home, nap and had a good long chit chat with mum about my future and career.
Never forget this conversation that we had between me and mum.
what she was saying was right, and i agree.
"That i should do architecture as passion...not the sake of just do it"
BUT... it got me thinking that...
Architecture is what i love to do...but i have so many things that i wanna do in my life.
Architecture is what i love to do...but not for my entire life.
Architecture is what i love to do...but i want to try different things time to time.
I am the person who likes to give a shot on everything, and try to improve on everythings.
I hate concentrating just on one thing and that`s my life i want to be... that`s boring for me.
Yeah sure, i want to be an architect as a career. but its not the only thing in my life.
Yeah architecture can be exciting but boring.
But if i`m bored... why i cant show my face is bored?
People may think i dont have passion against Architecture when i show boredness.
If i`m bored... i cant do anything about it.
If i`m excited, i cant help myself doing it.
anyway thats what i was thinking today in my future and life.
had a gd fun night with friends~ what could be better? :)
Everyone is happy, and love the feeling of it.
Alright midnight already~ gd night peoplez~~ XD
Saturday, February 27, 2010
Smooth lazy day~
since i had a huge tiredness yesterday... i decided to spend my day lazy.
Lucky the uni starts at 4pm which i can have a huge break to myself :)
But i cant stop myself go to gym. Its in my body system that i have to go. lol
nway~ lazy the all day and i love it lol
Needed it.. sometimes in our life... we need break from everything of whats around u.
Well thats about it for me~ nth interesting today at uni... just the introduction.
Saw my good old uni friend~ say hi to everyone~ it was a awesome day :)
Always treasure whats around you that making u happy :) Even though its a small little things...
nway~ gonna cheat my diet today.. feel like pizza lol
take care everyone~
Thursday, February 25, 2010
Feeling tired...but what?
Uni started early at 9~11. But that was not a problem. I was normal, and saw all my uni mates from last year at the same lecture. Gd to see them back~:)
But the tiredness kicked me in the afternoon.
-Went to city~ try to meet up with my client eventually postpone to the other day...
-Went back and drifted sleep in my bed...
-There was a fire drill that woke me up... (annoying as hell...)
-Went to gym... (GD session with my chest)
-Drove to maccas as my treat...
-Went home doing this landscaping drawings, due on Tuesday. (going well)
-and now im blogging...(11:20pm)
All the things that i have done today is normal for me everyday.
Im still thinking of going skate around with my board now, tonight. Practice
But... yeah.
Did all the tiredness that i had just came in at once?
But yeah~ not always smooth as days goes. but not the worst :)
Well gotta take it easy on myself sometimes~ enjoy the chill.
Wednesday, February 24, 2010
my first day
Whats my story of today?
Well woke up early for uni. Breaky and shower is done.
Off to lecture and started at 9. And saw a unusual face lol
Haven`t seen her for long time so... i start walking towards to Q and smile and say hi.
Lecture was the introduction of the unit... which are boring and my eyes kinda falling on shut.
After that, had coffee and head off to library with Q juz talked and chilled
At 1pm we had our tutorial... BUT! the lecturer have mistakenly disorganized the timetable that it should starts at 2pm. soooo... we chilled for another hour lol
finished abt 4~ and we got some homework to do~! wanted to start my homework soon as possible... BUT i got to see my client today about my business to discuss few things.
Gonna catch up with him tomorrow again and its gonna be challenging and exciting for me.
looking forward to it :)
Then i went off to gym, did my deadlift to gain my back muscles. Tough but awesome results. Loving the pain right now XD
March will post my Body Diary Picture to this blog from the start of January till March. To show how my body have changing. Will be surprise :)
Alright~ take care and i had enough typing my day lol
Ciao~
Tuesday, February 23, 2010
Morning Fresh
a morning sun, with a blue sky
what could be better to start your day??
let the uni life begins today~
what could be better to start your day??
let the uni life begins today~
Tough but Awesome: YES
Yes i saw mum and Greg running across the field. (very unusual to see them running)
Yes i went to gym and killed myself by doing legs.
Yes i had a awesome Vietnamese dinner with Mel. (Awesome after gym)
Yes i traveled back to Brisbane, singing along with my CD inserted.
Yes i stopped by at Rex`s house and had dinner. (food again.. but awesome)
Yes i showed the plan to Rex and his happy to accept to join our team.
Yes its 11:30pm and got uni tomorrow at 9
Yes i`m blogging now
Yes i am TIRED
What a movement of the day... i was busy but pumping.
Another awesome day for me
Hope tomorrow will be better.
Anyway finish with this quote
"Every dream and goal that you have achieved, that is call "successes" to your life"
Monday, February 22, 2010
gd MORNING
woke up at 8:30 by mum. had breaky and writing this blog
Well that`s okay, because i have a good reason to it XD
Mel is coming over this morning making mum and Greg taken to the test of FITNESS.
I be there and watching, and dear its gonna be funny to watch.
Anyway got my plan of the day.
- Gym afternoon with Mel.
- Introduce my friend Jay to Mel since he wants to be back in shape
- Then off to Rexy`s house for chit chat and chill
4 months break is too long...lucky got a job that keeps me going.
Well wish i could have stayed in japan longer in the holiday.
Anyway its going smooth in my life at the moment and that`s a good sign.
Hope to keep it this way and eventually gets better.
Have a great day fellas
Awesome
I don`t know about today... but i feel happy.
woke up this morning early then usual, walk straight to my mum and give huge hug and kiss to wish her Happy Birthday.
Awesome relaxing day for me, see my family happy and smooth day.
Nothing special that we did... just had this feeling that everything is okay.
Took my family to this Marriot Hotel for dinner had Teppanyaki. Awesome place to celebrate and get stomach stuffed :)
Whats for desserts? went to Max Brenner for massive chocolate party for our own. Waffles are fantastic, and Tiramisu is outstanding. Awesome night aswell.
Oh yeah... forgot to mention i practised my skateboarding today~ and can feel that im getting better each time. When i go forward and feel the breeze rushing through my face. Awesome feeling.
cant wait till tomorrow again :) keep doing this, cant stop, its my goal.
what i learned today...
"simple smile, can make huge difference to our life"
Saturday, February 20, 2010
Challenge Gives Strength
Today i finally had a job at work.
not like 30 min of work~ or come and leave...
stayed until 2pm, not busy but smooth.
But wont be working next week since uni is going to start.
Hope to find a better and closer job around city :)
since im back early today from work, i was suppose to meet up with a client today with my business partner. Since im seeing a client, i bring along my friend to this meeting as well. However the client have changed his mind to postpone our meeting at Tuesday. So i accept the change and will organize the meeting for next week.
Since then my friend is still coming along, so i decided to show him the plan of what we do and what we can help with my friend for his future.
Its challenging to talk to people, show the plan and get the conversation flow.
Learned new skills, and it gives strength.
GD STUFF TO ME!
i love CHALLENGE... makes me a better person
Another quote from me.
"Challenge fears people, but unleashes true person"
Thursday, February 18, 2010
Aussie
from today... the 17/02/10 Wednesday. My mum have become Australian.
WE sang the national anthem, and we clap for those who achieved the same with my mum.
am i proud? Hell i am. waited 3 years for this to happen.
No more annoying Philippine passport, and retrieving a Aussie passport. NO hesitation, NO visa, NO stopping at immigration at the airport.
GD ON YA MUM!
anyway.. uni starts in another week and been too long for this holiday.
ready to use my brain or it gets rusted and useless.
Practiced my skateboard this afternoon and improving little by little.
Learning foot brakes and curving. Step by Step... go forward, no hesitation, no pressure.
another quote of a day from me
"Same day, Same way. Different day, Different way"
Wednesday, February 17, 2010
30 min at work and on to my life :)
woke up at usual 8:30 for work.
got there at 9 and greet everyone...
fortunately the manager said i can go after 30 min of standing doing nothing
oh damn HAPPY i was XD
the way to GC i stopped by at Mel`s place to have a gym session with him.
Back muscles are gonna scream tomorrow for recovery. GD SESSION IT WAS!
well just another cruising day for me.
no work tomorrow, becoz finally mum is getting the Citizenship.
hope it goes well, i dare not to turn Australian or i will loose my pride.
Japanese all the way
Well i finish with this quote
"BORN with a simple life is boring, but ACHIEVING a simple life is worth it"
Tuesday, February 16, 2010
hot day... what a day
wake up thought it was a perfect day :)
but turned out wrong... it was BLOODY HOT!!!
Brisbane is oven today for 300 degrees and we are getting baked under the sun.
whats worst... the shade didnt worked... the breeze is hot... the true feeling of getting oven.
showered 4 times and still not enough~
really needed a aircon here~~! O.o ARGHHHH~~~~
nway~ today i bought a skateboard and practicing my ass off XD
wanna show up to uni with my skateboard its gonna be COOOOOL XD
bahahahahaha
Monday, February 15, 2010
my dream, my goal
what i `WANT`
- want a 180sx and tuned
- want to learn how to drift
- want a manual license
- want a open lisence (car and bike)
- want good friendship
- want good healthy relationship
- want to be healthy
- want to be financially stable and free
- want a motorbike
- want a jet ski
- want a big garage (if i have a house)
- want a pool in a house
- want to travel young (specially: Canada, England, Europe(Amsterdam), Las Vegas, Hawaii, NZ, Perth, Hokkaido, Italy, France, more will come in future)
- want a Audi R8
- want a freedom
- want to be secured
- want to skydive (give me strength)
- want to be successful
- want to spend more time with my family then work (in future)
- want a fun life
- want a adventure
- want a laugh
- want a smile
- want a place
- want to ride a helicopter
- want to ride a first class air ticket to Las Vegas
- want great sex (sorry but i do)
- want a house with out mortgage
- want a ps3 with good plasma TV
- want to be rich (but not famous)
- want to learn all sorts of combat technique
- want to get a black belt on Arakan martial arts
- want to retire young
- want Zonda (my biggest and most expensive dream)
- want a challenge
- want to try something new everytime
- want to learn how to cook tiramisu
- want to learn how to mix drinks
- want to work as an architecture for passion
- want time in my life
- want to spend $100,000 just on playing Texas Hold`em Poker at Las Vegas (for fun)
- want to win a loto (in my dreams)
- want to shake hands with Miyavi (musician) and get to sign my guitar
- want to shake hands with Andy McKee (musician) and get to sign my guitar
- want to have one day guitar tutorial lesson with Miyavi and Andy McKee
- want to watch sunset with my lovable partner along the beach (just two of us)
- want my first kiss in the morning to be my lovable partner every day
- want to be a lovable person
- want to spend more great time with my family and my partner in future
- want to care
- want to learn how to skateboard and master it (added 15/02/10)
- want to learn how to surf
- want to learn how to snowboard
- want a 6 pack (added 16/02/10)
- want to run/jog 10k nonstop
- want to leg press 300kg 45 degrees incline
- want to pull up 20 times non stop
- want to play drums(added 18/02/10)
- want to impress my family and friends
- want to be special
■Achieved!
Saturday, February 13, 2010
Starting from now on
Start fresh... and forget the past of what have been keeping negative to me.
2010 here i go!
I want to make changes and to achieve what i want slowly.
step by step... no rush in my own pace.
HERE I GO!
